And I just want to show you, she don’t even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah

Dear Taylor Swift.

Thanks for this song. For some reason, it took me back to when I want someone who can’t love me back. Sucks. Big time. I can’t think of anybody in particular, it is just that certain feeling of loving somebody but they love somebody else. No need to ask why this happens, it just does. It is so hard to make that one person love you back. Especially if you are invisible to him. Or he sees you but looks at you as somebody that he didn’t want to hurt because he treasures your friendship so much. When all you want to do is prove to him that if you just give it a chance, that it’ll be worth it, it might work out in the end. That that girl he’s been eyeing on won’t do him any good. Screw that. Oh well, we can’t really change how one person feels. 

I have your song on repeat now. I’m not sure why. Just me being a masokist. Sigh. I don’t think I would want to feel that again. I am done. I won’t force somebody to love me back, just have to accept the fact that nothing will happen and I just have to move on. If only I knew this years ago. But hey, we live and learn, right?

Again, thank you. 🙂

xoxo, Mimay

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